Dye - dye - dye - dye kol aku weih td !!!
1st mcm, erkkk bia btolll aku salah baca kea apa ("Iyaz calling")
lerrr, aku ingat dye bkn jnis colling2...
("yea... mmg yaz biasa call pn ony my mum sis or bro.")
...oookaaaayyy, but y the sudden call...? hehh, gelabahhh aku td~ tergagap kot, n speechless time awal2...
("errrr... ummm... ehhhh....... heee~... wait-- seriously Iyaz kea ni???!") 
gurrr, I hope it wasn't that obvious... wonder if he already knows....... 0.0'

 ...

Naaaaah . =..='
Maybe its bcoz I was really sad... so he called... wellll, it was least expected...! cz I tot he'd be like evry bdy else n say "sabar je lahhh", "nk wat cmne", "...." ....
But instead he called... and cheered me up ..! Only a call from him made me forgot that i was sad.... heee, bru leyy tdo lena mlm nieee~ x3


oldo td dye cter psl crush dye lg. hummm T_T

Money , money , fly awayyyy ~ bye2 bufdayyy T^T

Gaaaaahhh,Da la my bufday is tomorrow... huhhhh butttt I wanna celebrate my birthday with Iyazzzz! Isk isk. Out of money... can't help . TT^TT

Hanna : "Yaz... Bad news :'( "
Iyaz     : "Hmm? Kenapa? D:"
Hanna : " Cnnot go out... 4 a while. Not this saturday (as we planned) , not this month kot... Hrmm :'( Fine u go with them je lahhh T3T"
Iyaz     : "Aaahhhhhhhhh, mak x kasi ke?? Naah cm malas plak klua nan dorg, =3= kos my adek pi nan klassmate2 dye yg bising2, X) "
Hanna : "Ermmm, what a bummer ......"
Iyaz     : "Ap ley wat ;w; After exam k? X) we go have shitloads of fun, yaz pn time tu after exam jgak,"
Hanna : "Okay... huhu."

Hahah, I WAS NOT like just -- "okay, huhu". I was more like - "KYAAAAAA~ he wouldn't go out without me???! XD" hehhh malas nk perasan sgt lah kannn . tp aku mcm sad kot bila dia kata nk bring along some kids and that girl yg anak aunty, dye tgh mnumpang rumah tu. grrr who knows if he actually likes her too ke?? :(
he said she's cute... =3=
grrr , but anyway it would've been really fun ice skating with him, too bad mum's out of money , i had to cancel. Bummer. but based on his ayat... macam... ye lahh , macam dia sudi have shitloads of fun with me lahhh kan ? XD kyaaaa~~~ suka suka suka !!!

Add Math : Her Worst Nightmaaaaare~

Today's Paper was Add Math .
And I fell unconscious up until the time's out.
So I actually hand out blank papers .
I hugged my friend , she freaked out
....actually evrybody freaked out.
I walk away,
Turned on Eyes Set To Kill screamo .
Actually then baru I'm fully conscious .

THANK YOUUUUU SCREAMO ! <3 

It's Happy Line

This morning i woke up feeling so calm and bliss

pagi ni sejuk n nyamaaaann jeaaa

then dgr jap lagu YUI - It's Happy Line

Yui nie seriously mcm Avril Lavigne punya japanese version . Which makes me liking her more...

Then another song crossed my mind...

This song yg menyebabkan aku curious utk knal my crush tu..

this song is weird in some ways but i like it cz kinda happy n cheerful. Never get bored walaupun dengar sejuta kali.. Exactly the kind of song I like ! So like, aku cpt2 cri who's tht guy yg ada taste exactly like mine... 

then i found him . 8D BTW this song always reminds me of him . Anyway, the MV is kinda funny makes me LOL all the times! but somehow he's cool too :D 

"man, it would be really fun dating HIM ! NOTTT  hahah harapan jea nk jumpa Miyavi... well it would be really nice to meet someone yg crazy n random like this guy. I would like to be his BFF like everrrrrrr, (eww) hahah, Yes yes , AND this is exactly the type of person I REALLY REALLY WANT  to have as a BoyFriend . If u bore me to death you get rejected right on the spot . congratz ; Hanna has one hell of a taste ! *peace*"

MIYAVI - Ashita Genki ni naare

Rse happy kan tgk vid dye... ^^

well at least i do . =='

to those who don't support Japanese music x payah la nk kutuk sgt org jepun or my taste ke apa.

You acted like org jepun nie or their supportes mcm da musnah kn idop kau jea, ada kitorg ganggu kau? x da kan?? FUCK YOU HATERS 

smlm dye text aku... pehhh soalan cepumas ! "...hanna, hanna x de crush on anyone ke??"

DAMMMM ! skng we're gonna be like JUST FRIENDS onyyy =3=

dia selamba ckp psl crush dia, n now dia nk aku lak ckp pasal crush aku

MASAK ALAH NYE, DERRRR, ENGKO LAH CRUSH AKU, CISSSSS

aku da bguling2 da kat lantai pkir jawapan...

peh nseb bek bjaya ngelakkk. phewww

tak pe lahhh, kau kata kalau kau nk confess kat dia pun lpas SPM kann (which is tahun dpn)

so in the mean time, i'll try to get my courage to confess mine...

*sigh* but big chances you might reject me...

its okay, at least aku dah luahkan x?

aku harap it won't ruin our friendship..

I'll try try to act as casual as possible while confessing....

And i wonder when... -_-

Sad girl

Its true and he said it to me that he liked her
but he don't have enough courage to tell her
afraid its gonna ruin their friendship.
Ironic isn't it?
I'm feeling the same way too...

just keep getting sad day by day, don't you Hanna?
Deal with it. he's not gonna like you
And you guys are just friends...
anyway... the plan out with him is still on
bia la dia da ske kat org lain...
bia aku kat sini sorg
tp aku x kan lepas kan even one chance to be with him ...
that's all that matters...

anyway dok tgh layan feeling nie...
mesti ada lagu kan?
pehhh aku hayati habis2 lirik dye..
N artis ni adalah idola aku selamanya
aku suka style santai n simple dye...

Yui Yoshioka - Tokyo

The day has come when I will leave the room I’m so used to living in
My new journey is still disorienting me
On the bus to the station
I emailed my friend
On the platform in the morning, I tried calling too
But it felt like something had changed
I’ve brought one old guitar with me
I’ve left all my photos behind
Letting something go and then gaining something new
Does the same cycle repeat itself?
When I pretend to be strong, it always leads to dreams
When I let myself be cowardly, they stop
As the train began to move
I cried a little
I prayed that the road that spread out outside the window
Wouldn’t change
The person who gave me the old guitar
Said he was afraid of Tokyo
I’ve stopped looking for answers
It doesn’t matter if I make mistake after mistake
The red sunset is cut up by the buildings
I hold back my tears
But the beginning of each new morning
Will bring confusion for me, won’t it?
I can’t only choose the right things
That much I know

Birthday and Crush

Kyaaaaa~!
my birthday is gonna be next thursday,
but I'm willing to give up all the cakes and celebration,
i just want to see him again,
I dont want any fancy cakes or parties
They're nothing compare to him
his smiles are like the moment i blow the candles and make a wish
his laughters are like the joy of getting hundreds of presents and have everybody cheer my name
He was more than that
The times I'm with him I feel like i was reborn...

Cheezy lines~ i know ! LOL
I tot i gave up , the moment i broke up with my last bf
I rejected so many boys n i think in someways I was being cold and mean
Well this guy I met
I thought he'd be just like any other guys
But I was wrong
then i tot maybe we're gonna be just friends..
I dunno about him lahhh
but later that nite after meeting him I think I fall for him
I tried to avoid but those memories keep poppin on my head
and slalu buat aku senyum sensorg
yeappp, mcm org gile....

2 be honest This is actually the second time I fall for someone, in my entire life. SERIOUSLY
I'm sincerely, whole-heartedly liking him
mizan n iki??? frankly, I was just pretending
And lying to myself that i liked them
hanging out with them,,,
welll, i feel like we were only living in a stage
performing and acting as a couple
although i went out with them agak byk kali...
but, i was not the best dates, really...
always felt like something was missing...

mannn, now , only now i realized whats love is like
Even if people sees thousand of flaws in him,
but in your eyes he's perfect,
nothing is wrong,
He may not be the perfect man ever,
but he's just the right guy you've always dreaming for...
Well, that , guys, is falling in love. :)

Falling in love is THE BEST BIRTHDAY PRESENT EVER!!!!!!!

you crushed me to bits

grrrr ! i kept making new accounts every time i 4got their passwords. I wonder if they recycle those wasted e-mail accounts 4 ppl in same cases like me here, i mean-- i already 4got how much email ive made but i keep forgetting the passwords ! imagine how much accounts are wasted just like dat!! mcm bebudak ! grrrr damm yuuuu

anyway, i'm not the type tht do these blogging stuff, but i feel so happy that i think I'd tell all the happy stuffs here, so tht when i get miserable I'd open this page and read back what happiness ive been through in my life .

whoops its 5:06am lahhhh ! -.-
i get troubles with sleep ever since i met that guy in person. whyyyyyyy?
some say he's just a crush.
some say its another love.
I'm not really sure what it is,
the thing is i don't even think he'd like me.
but i can't get him outta my head !
those moments ; when he laugh or smile.
those feelings of warmth and happiness.
but he's just a random person i found on a google search.. .

"I don't think you'd like me, ever.
but i really hope some day you'll open this page
I don't have the courage to tell you
bcoz i wonder sometimes if you're hinting me
or maybe you're just too friendly... sad, really. T^T

i don't care if u might reject me,
but all i know now is I like you... ! That's it, i like you.

AND ITS YOUR FAULT NOW I'M HAVING TROUBLES TO SLEEP!
JUST KEEP POPPIN IN MY HEAD DON'T CHA???! GRRRR !"